.Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ' 22:54 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
the radio deejay just commented that no one scores for being shy and that feelings must be expressed because not everyone is psychic and they cant read minds and hearts. well, i disagree though i was a staunch believer of such mantra. from experience, i realise that expressing your feelings to the one that you like or worse still, to the one you love will not neccessarily lead to results that you want. i understand where the person on the receiving end is coming from. (s)he will feel awkward, pressured trying hir best not to hurt either party's feelings whenever possible. mounting pressure and stress levels would eventually dampen the strength of the friendship that the two might have once shared and eventually cracks would surface, affecting the wider social circle shared. this would in turn set in motion an acceleration in the breakdown of the friendship ties forged in the past.i wished as much though that the person on the receiving end would at least understand where the one who is confessing hir feelings is coming from. it may be that they are simply attempting to come to terms with their feelings, without expecting anything in return. but this is seldom understood. hard truth, but this is reality.thus, in my humble opinion, certain things are better left unsaid, kept and buried deep within.
having said all these, all i wanna say is that i'm a truly happy person right now. yeah, i have my ups and downs, but i'm feeling contented, blessed and happy. i thank Him for this sense of fufilment i'm enjoying right now.
soon to come: updates on the full fullhouse meeting and today's meeting with wieko and yatee :)
