.Monday, November 05, 2007 ' 19:59 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
i'm beginning to think that i am putting too much pressure on myself, that i'm expecting the ideal of myself that is way too high a standards that i've set.i've been really really tired out and i know i've been neglecting too much in exchange for getting certain things done. and in the end, when the outcome of the work is not satisfactory, i wonder if the exchange sacrifice is worth it.anyways, today was such a bad bad day. a bad start from the sleepless night before, the difficulty in getting clothes that match, the overcrowded mrt ride, the disastorous consecutive tutorials, the heart palpitations that resulted from nescafe mocha and the extremely long and draggy lecture.i so cant wait for receess week, where i can devote my heart, soul, brain and eyes to my studies."the ghost in the closet has come out to haunt the present."you'd never guess which lecture this quote came from. muahaha
