.Saturday, October 13, 2007 ' 00:16 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
the sounds of the takbir just now brought all the celebratory mood to a sudden halt.i felt my tears dwell and slowly it dripped in accelerating motion.as i continued my prayers, i recalled memories of the ones whom i've lost this year, and the ones whom i've lost in the years before.i turned to look at my mum, whose tears had already drenched her face totally. this has became a yearly tradition since she lost her mum on the morning of Raya, just as the takbir was heard. like her, i missed the grandmother i never got the chance to meet.i took time to reflect on what happened last year during raya..and i recalled something which i totally regretted doing. and now, i missed the chance to apologise or to rectify that miscommunication. i'm sorry.
