.Monday, October 29, 2007 ' 19:21 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
sometimes, i just don't know what to make out of stuff that is happening to me.to sum it up in one big heading, it's a test from God. and to make myself feel better, i would say God wouldnt test me beyond what i can handle. suffice to say, everything happens for a reason. and after the major thing that happened to me wrt relationships, i should know this for a fact better.but on the otherhand, i cant help feeling upset with the reactions i'm getting from you.cos i thought you'd know by know, i'm strong enough to handle honesty from you. there is no need for a facade, there is no need to make me feel loved if there is not sincerity and most of all, there is no need for you to feel guilty. just so you know, in case you dont already know, for the ones that i love and truly feel for, i'd only want the best for you. and i'll let you decide what is best.if you dont trust me on other things, trust me on the following. i swear to you, you will never catch a tear flowing out of me. i'm upset.
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