.Friday, August 31, 2007 ' 22:50 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
my red friend came down for a sudden visit.she gets me anxious each time she comes, and i feel so ugly and under the weather with her around. sigh.that aside..i've been spending so much time on school and readings and daydreaming that i've been neglecting my family and my baby. in fact, i've been so eager into my weekly readings, overly concerned with getting things done for the sake of it, so much so that i get lost in this lil world of my own. i'm not sure if anyone noticed, but i have been daydreaming alot these few days, which explains why i'm having spells of silence at school these days.and today, i took a breather from everything. and i spent quality time with my baby. how he has grown. i'm a tad sad that my baby seems to have 'forgotten' me. he rejected my strokes and refused to eat the carrots i gave him. it took me a long time to regain his trust. 
but at the end of the day, hassan and me rekindled our relationship. of cos, it took me lotsa cuddling, carrots, candies love bites from him :)it's a good day spent.
