.Monday, July 02, 2007 ' 20:57 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
It always takes a loss for value to be recognised. For love to be expressed. For remorse to settle in. The family now lacks an overall matriachal figure that connects my big family together. Will we grow stronger, or will we fall apart? That question looms around. I feel the loss, but in a way, I thank God for sparing her any further pain, be it physical or emotional. Though we all knew that her time was nearly up, no one expected it to be that quick. I can only pray that Allah will bless her in the world hereafter and place her among those in faith.I had this flashing image of my grandma and Isz sitting alongside and accompanying each other. :) today's foc meeting cheered me up abit.i had fun playing out the games, doing the chicken dance etc etc.mock camp coming up, actual camp and lo and behold, its the end of another comm. on another note, i just have this to say. i put in my best in all tasks assigned to me. but there are times where i cant handle it, and i may need help. so, i cant understand why people can simply refuse to help though it IS within their means and ability to do so. it's like, when you see someone injure themselves, blood is oozing and the person is going pale. Do you just stand by and refuse to help just because you're not a doctor? Seriously, if your answer is yes, I can only hold my hands up in the air and pray for salvation to enter your heart.Labels: foc and salvation, grandma
