.Thursday, June 07, 2007 ' 20:06 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
I hate the periods of our lives where we just feel so down and tired.Like all the emotions are piling up from within and are awaiting to express themselves to the surface. The totality of depression is simply waiting to take strike. But I believe I can't allow such emotions to lord over me. If I do, things will just become worse for me. I havent been getting good night sleep(S) for days. and with each day, my sleeping time simply gets pushed backwards, the current timing is now 3.30 am. which is bad for an early sleeper like me. Muslimah Night is like tmr.For once just now, we felt like everything is just so loose and so much more needs to be done. All we need now is a fufilled day of action tmr, lotsa luck and blessings from God and Insyallah, we can get through it.In the face of mounting pressure, I feel so defeated.And so much more do I long for your concern. And the more I long for it, the greater the realisation I receive. I know. It's just not meant to be.
