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.Wednesday, March 07, 2007 ' 23:44 Y

you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.

Gender relations are about the most complex of all concepts to articulate apart from the concept of love.

We just cannot understand our male counterparts.
and they too simply cannot understand us.

But I thought that some ground rules are already established as part of common sense?

Like........ you don't try to hit on a girl for a long time, only to let her find out that you are already attached all these while?

Or you dont try to get to know a girl, who happens to be linked (socially, mentally, emotionally and probably physically) to another girl you tried to hit on earlier?

OR... you dont try to single out a girl, give her all the attention she'll ever need for a period of time, make her feel special and let her fall for you, only to let her realise that you are just going to ignore her painfully after that?

Isnt all these like commonsensical rules?
You mean after all the special attention you gave, you're just going to brush things aside and pretend nothing happened. and worse comes to worse, just blame the girl for being sensitive?
and yeah, maybe girls have mutated extra strong sensory neurones that enable her to be emotionally sensitive to the point that she imagines things happening to her.
Or maybe, it's just me. I nearly passed the test positive for the schizo, mental health test thingy the other day, remember?

I'm sorry guys. I'm just letting out hot water vapour from inside my heart.
These days, I'd rather let out the water vapour through any other means than through my eye socket.

No. No. Im not frustrated. I'm not angry. I'm not sad.
And NO, I'm not disappointed.
But YES, i have given up.
and I promise. this declaration is now official.