.Wednesday, March 21, 2007 ' 19:41 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
And so, for today's entry.I've been so tired lately. With tons of work to handle, I havent had much time for myself, much less to think about stuff, unless they surface in dreams, of course.It was only the mundane lecture today and the extremely windy bus ride just now, that thoughts started flooding into my brains.Seriously speaking, I really do not mind being the go-between. I enjoy the feeling of helping people get together, establish friendships or relationships, if God permits. But I cant make things happen, and there is only so much I can do about it.And I totally hate being made use of.So please don't push me beyond my limits.Today was a bad day at school.From that gossiper who thought I wasnt Malay at the bus stop, to the jammed photocopying machine, to the angry aunty, to the extremely boring lecture, right up to the phone call. everything was just pure madness. Was it the weather?Mum was plain shocked when she saw the stacks of books I brought home for research just now. It was about shaminism, black magic, bomoh and tahayul.But seriosly, they were just for my term paper research work.
