.Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ' 20:08 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
im feeling so despondent right now.
i dont know where im heading, what i really want and the whether the things that im doing now is right or not. in a sense, i just feel im going through premature mid life crisis.
things are going smoothly most of the time. of course, problems are normal in our everyday life.
but i just feel that im not living life the way it is suppossed to be spent.
in a way, im not'kenyang' with my daily life.
hmm.cant think of a better way to phrase it.
life each day is about going to school, coming home, reading stuff. monday to friday.
sat and sun is spent either at work, tuition, or with the lil one. of course, on top of more work.
sigh. im getting old. i feel it already.
cant wait for Raya.
im almost done with my room.
the living rooom is almost okay..minus the mopping, the window cleaning and the nitty gritty stuff all of which would have to be done by tmr.
i feel like a lil kid..getting all excited for the festivity.
wonder what dishes my mom's gg to cook for the BIG DAY..
