.Monday, August 07, 2006 ' 15:54 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
what was suppd to be a happy day for me ended up as a really sad one for me.
its a mixed feelings of sadness, disappointment,shock and absolute helplessness.
and i hate myself for not being able to do anything about it.
i just hate myself for knowing what actually happened.
and i can only cling on to Allah SWT to guide me and guide him who needed to be guided.
today, im just helpless.
i now know whats the real meaning of kekerdilan manusia.
i now understand what the term harshness of reality really is.
and i truly and fully accept, with all my heart and soul the statement that Allah is the Almighty. and that only He can help me.
updates on the freshmen inaugaration ceremony up soon.
when i get over this.
i need a sleep.
im depressed today.
