.Thursday, August 24, 2006 ' 17:15 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
Many things happened to the extent that you dont know what to think of it or what impression it has on you.
I thought it could be a beginning. but i realise only a few minutes ago how im still so naive, so overly reflective and just terribly a bad judge of character.
and i dont have much else to say except to masquarade any traces of desperation from my tone of voice as i conversed with him just now.
Well, it happens. coincidentally, i was just consoling an online heart-been-broken friend yest.
and to think, i may need the same piece of advice.
i wont say im crushed. cos this is very shortlived. but life, short as it is, did make some sort of impression; whether bad or good.
im staying away from any heart-related stuff, and im going to make good my word.
for now, i have to learn more sceptical-lity skills before i decide to entrust someone with a portion of my feelings.
