.Saturday, August 05, 2006 ' 11:25 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
ive been busy with school stuff these days.
the past few days have been HIGHLY stressful with timetable planning, modules bidding and the like.
i finally had the time to take a breather.
i am so not used to the idea of independent learning where all of a sudden im being thrown into the big ocean, expected to swim against the high tide competitively with the others.
i used to think that independent learning would be fun and challenging.
challenging, yes. fun, yes. but tough, also yes.
met many types of people over there.
bringing along with them many different types of cultures and habits.
and i admit, me, being the hermit that i am, i found it really difficult to adjust.
it's tough trying to figure out who to smile to and be friends with. cos not everyone wants to get friendly.
and its in times like these that i truly enjoy the small and cosy YJ environment.
(you'd never catch me saying this while im still a student at YJ; but i really miss the jc days)and i miss my cutesy friends from YJ who made it all so happening for me.
nonetheless, i am looking forward to my days as an undergrad.
it is a dream come true. it's something ive been praying for all my life. and im thankful that it finally happened to me.
along the way, i might stumble and tumble. but i believe that i will eventually find my balance. InsyaAllah.
