.Friday, September 01, 2006 ' 14:34 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
It's been one long week.
nope this blog isnt abandoned.
but ive been too busy and too sick.
School has been tough. Reality has set in and only now do i understand the meaning of independent learning. school work is piling up and its staring hard at my face.
its not that im unwilling to study, but studying becomes a something i really really really dread eventhough the content of the subject is really interesting. i kinda miss having teachers at my heels showing both contempt and concern. i miss my yj gang like crazy and it doesnt help that the pokok-pokok at school brings memories of our kampung college.
but well, uni life isnt that bad?
there are interesting perks to it that i truly value.
it opens me up to a lot of things, like really a whole sea of experiences and a whole new lot of people.
right now, im feeling just so blank.
i dont want to rule over my life cos im too tired.
i just let it happen.
if it happens, it happens.
i appreciate his concern and im impressed by his sincerity but still, its too early to say.
im keeping at open mind with high end cautiousness.
