.Saturday, June 17, 2006 ' 00:14 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
the vibes of pregnancy is just getting to me.
im longing to be legally pregnant.
do u noe how many pregnatees are out at town today?
there are big stomachs all around..
not that its a bad thing tho..
each time i see a big stomach, i just wonder when those lil things are conjured, how they'll look like and how it feels to be carrying a life in ur stomach.
imagine, a heartbeat not at ur heart but at ur stomach? haha.
and then there's those news abt cuzzins getting pregnant. giving birth.
and on the bus the other day, i saw a malay lady and her tiny baby. she was milking her baby. with the BOTTLE.
it gave me many ideas up my cranky head and also reminded me of the convo i had with my friends abt the issue of nursing a baby.
and now, there is even a close daughter-of-a-family-friend getting pregnant.
congrats kak Azura on getting that bulging stomach.
whee!!
i have one too actually. and its all meat inside of me too.haha.
of cos, theres also saroja, who's been with me all these while, evoking my maternal instincts.
and when i walk ard, i see all those cutesy bits of baby clothings, i get all egg- cited and stuff.
sigh. i'll proBABlly get married and get pregnant someday.
InsyaAllah.
