.Thursday, June 08, 2006 ' 22:50 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
u went too far too many times and i just have no more patience left to act nice to u anymore.
and worse of all..u pricked on my patience at the point when i am at my most vexed and right at the moment when i feel like crying.
but because of what u said,my mood changed instantly from being down and depressed to feeling high and irritable..and i just feel like stabbing a knife into the pillow right now.
if im capable of pelting out vulgarities at u, i wld.
but im not.
i havent got over what u did to me the last time and the last last time and the many last times over.
and just because i reamain quiet all these while doesnt mean that i will go on tolerating u for any much longer.
u've got to change ur ways and check on ur style cos u're vexing up more than just urself.
today, i snapped completely.
its going to take me a while to recover.
i hate it how things always come at me all at one go.
