i half abandoned the cheesy bbok i was reading yesterday for yet another tear jerker; "True Confessions"
anyway, the geist of it talks about how a girl tried so hard to come to terms with her inner self, the turmoils she faces and the works (u noe the usual stuff girls face)

indeed it is hard for us to confess, whatmore to confess to ourselves.
sometimes, i feel like it's hard for me to understand myself; how im feeling and even how i function.
i dont noe exactly what makes me tick.
or what makes me feel in a certain way.

the convo i had yesterday got me thinking really hard and this thing has been weighing on my mind.
how do i draw the line between infatuation and romantically liking someone?
how do i noe im enjoying his company or his attention?

anyway,
im running away from a lot of pple these days.
these grps of people just make me feel not right.
no, i didnt quarrel with them or anything.
maybe its what i call konflik dalaman.

and of cos there are others im dying to meet up with, but just constrained with schedules and stuff.

updates on the dvd i watched recently; 'Notebook'
it is the film remake of the nicholas sparks romantic tear jerker read.
(okie, i noe this is way passe)
yeah, ive always enjoyed spark's works.but i feel the film rendition was way too sexually-charged.
well, from reading the novel, i believe that the love-making episodes were made to be perceived as sthg more passionate and admirable. to be a result of true love and not lust.
but look at the film. just so lust-driven. and that spoils the very essence of the storyline.

woikie fine. i guess im just blabbering away here.

why-eh-as-em-ai-an-eeee
has hit the big FAT too-wen-tee

Him:D
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