.Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ' 22:51 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
an old friend i met just now commented on how much weight i put on ever since she last saw me when i was in primary 6.
she even had to remind me i was underweight in primary school.
and she also reminded me that i had long, silky hair back then. and she gave an exceptional in-valueable remark, saying that my hair looks horrid now.
and she went on and on about how i was pimple faced in primary sch with all those spots all over my forehead..
maybe the best thing she said was "the guy beside you is cute."
then came the ultimate statement of the year from miss chilli- mouth..........
"but you dont compliment him.( she sniggers on..)"
what a friend i had.
today was spent well. another tired day for me.
went to the beach in the evening.
cool breeze and nice sunset.
donated my blood today. to the needy mosquitoes. they gave me kisses and love bites in return. these mosquitoes.
im beginning to believe that im quite unsound up there.
maybe there's a big hole in the centre of my brains..or maybe my brain juices got spilled somewhre along the way.
when it's there, i feel insecure. when it's not there, i feel lost.
in both cases, i feel fear. that's not what falling in love is all about.
that's not what the movies say about falling in love.
whatever. im just tired and sleepy now.
