.Sunday, May 28, 2006 ' 23:24 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
i typed out a long entry on how i had been feeling over these past few days.
but somehow, i felt a little reluctant to post that entry.
so, it's been saved elsewhere instead.
back frm getaway to kl..tired..
been feeling down for some unknown reason. maybe it was the depressing news of the tragedies striking indonesia. maybe it's just the weather. or maybe it's the monthly cycle.
next 2 weeks, i'll be working for some days.
all of a sudden, i hv so much things to do.
here's my line- up:
tue and wed -- full day babysitting for sweet saroja
thurs -- collect cert
fri and sun -- at the dumbo restaurant. (DR)
week 2
mon and wed -- saroja day
thurs to sat -- DR
work schedules are tentative.
and i still have to work out a schedule with my 2 tuition babies. an intensive one with the pemalas dumbo who's taking his o's soon.
and i still have to make time for my daily doses of sugar.
and not forgetting my babes and beroks at large.
sometimes, i lapse into some thoughts.
is gg uni a right decision?
am i adding to the burden?
am i being selfish?
then i shudder and push those thoughts out of my brain cells.
but they continue to dwell secretely in some corner of my heart like refugees.
