.Sunday, April 09, 2006 ' 22:10 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
had a deep convo wif the monkey just hours ago..
we finally sorted things out.
now, we decided that the 'love' we share is simple and purely PLATONIC.
wanna noe how we sorted that out?
wahaha..its a secret.
we renewed our friendship vows. (tho we're supp to be cousins. haha)
anyway..it feels good to let everything out.
u noe, the feeling of comfort that we used to share since we were young returned.
and im happy i decided to be honest.
love issue here is only secondary.
but the primary issue was the ultimate fear of history.
anyway..tho it sort of ended there, it has, as i mentioned earlier, started a brand new realtionship with my darrrrrling cousin. wahaha..
oh yeah..take care of urself these one week in brunei..
i must admit i'll miss ur crankiness since u've been bantering me wif ur endless nonsense these past month.
on a separate issue..
i havent slept a wink since yest..
msned wif ezie last nite was so fun.. she intro-ed me to pple whom i tot were reachable but turned out to be some unattainable indon guys.
then we lamented over more unattainable guys and started sobbing. hahahhaha..i think we both make desperate girls ezie..
that crushie mushie of mine frm ac is STILL attached mind u! im sooooo saddddddddd!!! booooooooo!
and the worst thin is that they look so happy and compatible. that makes it WORSE! (for me )
then, just as i tot i cld sleep, i realised that mummy is sick..
i became the doctor on call and bunked in wif her in her room since dad is away on night shift.
i make quite a good nurse cum doctor.
but im rather emo la..
hormonal imbalance it must be.
and i mean it when i say i didnt sleep a wink since the day before.
its now 1026pm, sunday. my eyes are tired. mummy got better but the swell's still there. sigh. im so worried. get well soon mummy.
on another issue! read this Yati..I NEED YOUU!!!
HAHAHA..i sound like some deprived sex crazed girl.
seriously..i need to talk to u..or rather u need to listen to meeeee!!!!
