.Monday, April 17, 2006 ' 23:11 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.you still are.
sigh! again. my eyes are sore..
the sore throat's a lil betta tho.
my heart's sore too.
i feel like im losing myself.
cat's gone. grandma fell in love at ol age. wif the cat. took it away.
but that didnt really contribute to the feeling im feeling.
its a mixture of a feeling of worthlessness plus extreme bore plus frustration.
no..im not feeling depressed or sad.
just feeling this weird feeling.
the stormy and dark weather made it worse.
tuition wif the kid went on today.horribly.
imagine me tutoring one bozo a maths! i hated a maths to the core when i was schooling. and for all the effort i put in then, i only got a b3.
and now i have to teach a maths? bwah.. all dat jazz abt dy and dx. the binomial theorem and whatever crap.
and he is so degil. that devil. i hoped i spread some of my sickness to him just now. whahahaha!!
i learnt something frm that bozo just now. a lesson on love. after tution..we went to macs at his request. he said he wanted to talk. well and so we did. he did most of the talking tho cos he seemed to be like a loose tap needing to realease the water. he talked abt his gurl, parental objections, his bro (that one got me interested.)and many things that went thru my life when i was his age.
i felt like an older sister today.
